Ah, to capture the confusion of the content feeling when you find yourself relationship-less, and someone comes along wanting you to give that up and risk another… and I threw in a little rhyme scheme.
How is it that I feel this way,
(so unrelentingly insane)?
When I have all that I should want?
Or do I use it just to flaunt?
I have never meant to hurt a soul.
This has never been my role.
But please don’t move my heart too fast.
I have not yet gotten over the last.
Oh, what is it that I do so crave,
That makes me wonder quite this way?
He still lingers in my mind,
But I wish to leave him far behind.
This is too much for me right now,
And thinking about it gets me down.
But what else am I to so?
He took my heart, and here’s the proof:
I still think of him all the time,
Although this I will always deny.
But even if he realized his mistake,
I could not trust him after this heartbreak.
My pride will take a long time to mend,
But I will never again let my heart bend.
I don’t want to drag you along,
And put you in a spot where you don’t belong.
I just don’t know what it is I want.
I know I think about it a lot.
I guess I’ll just take one step at a time.
Small steps are usually the best kind.
–Terree L. Klaes – –